Just keep going! 

Today was just an incredibly hard day. You can feel so helpless when your child needs you and you are a world away helping others stay in school but you can't get online to communicate with them. 

 Sometimes it feels like this is the price I am paying for what I love to do... But it hurts a lot, and you can feel so crappy and guilty to not be there at home when you know you are really needed. Waves of doubt, despair & negativity can rush in like a flood and though you can hold it together most times ... 

Sometimes you just have to wave the white flag and tell the world to pray for you. My day although not executed in the way I envisioned it to unfold, was good and God was faithful as He always is. Some times even when you feel defeated or inept or whatever, you just keep going step by step and allowed to be carried by the one who loves without measure. 

 Kids and JJ thank you for the sacrifice you are paying. I love you all so much.